Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Friday, February 17, 2006
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
okay, maybe I made that last part up...but I am obsessed with watching the clock and doing things for a half hour so I can keep track...I think I may have issues...
Monday, February 13, 2006
Three really good things:
1. The We Love Kids Space Odyssey
-392 kids for 4 hours at church having a blast...running around playing games, dancing, glowing in the dark, screaming to win prizes, eating dessert for dinner if they want...something they will remember their whole lives.
-180ish volunteers loving on kids and working in a coordinated fashion to have a carnival, banquet and program that was amazing.
-All the details I have spent the last couple months planning went off without a hitch.
-not my own in case you wondered (teehee)
-I got to pray with a couple from my church before and after the retrieval process in the middle of the week.
-I got to pray with them again before and after the transfer.
-I got to see the fertalized embryos on Sat under the microscope...truley amazing
-They let me stay in for the transfer, I saw everything on the ultrasound screen.
-Can't help but think it would be amazing to do a baby dedication for this family...
-Please pray that this is a successful invitro!!!!
3. Beck's baby dedication
-I was able to dedicate my nephew...I'm his aunt and his first pastor and it was an amazing thing to pray with his mom and dad (my little bro) as they took that step of faith and placed this little guy into God's hands in a very public way.
really it's a short list and for that I am thankful...All the crazy hours I worked this week...sleeping on the floor so my family could stay at my house...an unwanted communication...little Ben falling down the stairs...my headache from holding back tears on sunday...
two things...Saying Good-bye to my brother, my friend and my baby...all of this brought on what I fondly call the "ugly cry"and now I have a dog to care for...it's not going to be pretty because I've never done it before...I hope she survives me...
now you should be all caught up!!! if you read this far you must really like me:-) or I'm a dang good blogger...hmmm...
Friday, February 10, 2006
endings of relationships
ending of a good book
ending of a good song
ending a day and having to go to sleep
ending a good time in your life no matter the reason
I wish some of the ending would end in my life...I wouldn't mind that I guess.
please don't comment and tell me things have to end before new things can begin...today I don't think I want to hear it...maybe another day when I'm not so sad.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
So Much to Love
I love people. I love bright eyes. I love my sons, Judah & Lucas. I love laughing. I love my ringtone. I love love. I love Jesus. I love tattoos. I love milk. I love creative expression. I love smiles. I love Philippians. I love bridges. I love my house and haven. I love a rainy night. I love doing nothing. I love almonds and banana chips. I love music. I love cowboy hats. I love Anna Maria Island. I love (diet) dr.pepper. I love a good story. I love wildflowers. I love to fly. I love rod iron. I love babies. I love going to the movies. I love midnight. I love allegra. I love sunsets. I love long kisses. I love the color red. I love starshollow. I love community. I love doing life with friends. I love witty banter. I love jessilynn.com. I love my family. I love pretty things. I love cruisin' with my girls. I love remembering when. I love authentic individuals. I love hot tamales. I love when kids giggle. I love Lance. I love bonfires. I love finding people I thought I'd lost. I love yard sales. I love tacobell. I love seeing people do good. I love violins and steel guitar. I love driving to the airport. I love seeing people around me succeed at their dreams. I love being included. I love flipflops. I love blogging. I love long talks. I love dreaming.